Dear Great Spirit - (tribute to Sean M. Rollnick, Father of our child.)
Today I write to you in this way to share with the world our relationship together and to honor a beloved soul who has blessed me with him presence. I humbly bow to you for our continue relationship and partnership. Our relationship is so majestic amongst the rivers, trees, sky, concrete buildings, metal bridges, and crafty spaceships we ride in. The mystery that flows into the very being we all reside in and which I feel is one with you, Great Spirit. You carry me through the dark times reminding me of the silver lining or rainbows that exist with time. You are so happy to carry me through the bright and happy times too, with such ease and grace. Our relationship is sharp like the knives that divide time, carrying me through to you. The cuts that burrow deep in to reflection to reclaim and rebuild the very life and ground we stand on. Really knowing I Am ultimately, rebuilding our relationship with Mother Earth. -The divine feminine scared counterpart of you. I thank you. @--}---- For giving me the chance to rebuild this relationship with Our Divine Mother Earth. Wow, thank you for choosing me to be a beacon of your light to work on this worldly assignment. I continue to sing praise for our relationship together, Great Spirit.
This letter is also a cry for help amongst this bodily experience. This school we live can be so hard at times with tests you give that mark my destiny into the realms of Earth. My heart feels heavy at times and my body sore, please show me how to heal the hurt, show me mercy and how to give my body the best treatment. It seems very simple, why do I seem to complicate? To go down roads feeling lost, confused and even bruised. Now I see it clearly, I forget sometimes to listen or feel stubborn and push you away. I am sorry for that, so very sorry. Forgive me for taking the path by listening to a past pattern of fear. I release control, surrender and allow you to work through me. I let go of the reigns to see the unknown by accepting. You mirror all my perfection and bring to me the aspects I cannot see. So that I may mirror them forward with my destiny, thank you. Thank you for listening to me.
Wow, so now you have my friend with you.... One peer I cannot see... only in everything around me. I give you my trust that you carry his beautiful soul, just as you carry me. The work assignments continue on, I trust. Give him safety and lots of hugs. His body being missed, his touch, his hugs, his kisses....his music lives on with our sacred family, I pray you give the chance for him to sing and dance with you. Please give him a hug and hold him tight, tell him we love him and celebrate his life with joy and remember all the greatness he brought to our Mother Earth. Please help heal my heart of heaviness, reminding me of his sublime. Mirror of love, I send this prayer with bravery and fierceness as I know they live in you. Thank you, Great Spirit for carrying this message through.
The time has come to mourn and celebrate a beautiful life. To allow obstacles to become playgrounds. To embrace the ugliness with beauty. The time is now and I thank you. For giving me the now. It is the opportunity to be the greatest version of myself and I see that now. Please continue to show me the way clearly, Great Spirit. Please show me how to live righteously with our Mother Earth. Thank you for being my Father and choosing me to live this life. May you give my beloved friend the opportunity to live life in the way that best accomplishes worldly assignments governed by you.
With Love and Aloha,